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Don't answer the fucking phone if you're going to give me the smallest lis of information you can and have a complete dickhead attitude
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[21 Jul 2008|11:25pm] |
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packing for orientation tonight....back late thursday. uh oh!!!
tweet
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[26 Mar 2007|09:16pm] |
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la ddee daa i think im going to paint this once-champagne cork to look like a mushroom.
It reminds me of Nintendo's Toad. WhooaoooOAOAOaa! :)
Spring Break, where art thou?
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[09 Mar 2007|11:08pm] |
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I need new songs/ old songs/ good songs/ bands to download. Or send me them, i'd love that. My music library is driving me crazy. Help me!!
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[12 Oct 2006|03:56pm] |
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bobo
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[05 Aug 2006|04:22pm] |
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friends only from now on.
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[12 Jul 2006|05:13pm] |
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daze. for days. daisys look hazy shit this is crazy i could grow up but im just too lazy. i make these words up and pretend to look like im some deep souled captor of energy but really its just my skin being the onlything from keeping me together. i cant find my marbles and my screws are loose. i lost the cars to the key....so now im stuck in wackville for an insane amount of time
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[07 Jul 2006|02:15pm] |
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TRISH GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOLE
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[03 Jul 2006|06:42pm] |
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cant take the heat then get out of the kitchen
i need canvas and a bucket of blood
i give up
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| Brad. |
[30 Jun 2006|01:34pm] |
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I enjoy his company. This all happened alot faster than i thought it would. I went to the mall with him his sister Mariah and her friend. I like his sister...she's a sweetheart. They've got a cute relationship. He got me a book at boarders. After the mall, I met his mom. Nice lady. I felt comfortable with them. Then we hung out at Justins for the rest of the day. It was ...interesting lol. He's growing on me :).
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[25 Jun 2006|11:49pm] |
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I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
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[23 Jun 2006|04:07pm] |
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Radiohead - Climbing up the walls |
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Things stand still today. Im feeling the music more like i used to. School is over, summer begins. Lately ive been going against my instinct. Sometimes it screws me over...like it did yesterday, not so often though. Im glad ive finally been surrounded with people. I am new again.
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[16 Jun 2006|06:39pm] |
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Wednesday night happenings were rather unexpected. They left me drained and brought a harsh reality slap accross my face, and im afraid it left an imprint. Here i was putting all my effort into this one cause, (not the first time either) and in return i get nothing but petty excuses and a sad feeling of where i stand in her life. And thats right where everyone else she knows stands. Now i have alot to think about. Iv'e never questioned my motives to help her out in hard times, but now i sit here finding myself wonder why. I feel like im being walked all over. I finally told her some of these things on wednesday but of course she disreguarded them as unimportant. A best friend should consider the other. Im always being told by her in tough situations "put yourself in my place". Well for once i wish she would do the same. I'm afraid she doesn't know how much damage she has / is capable of causing to me. Wednesday i was so enraged and upset i went blind , today i just feel like its left a very deep hole inside of me.
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So to this old friend of mine, if you ever happen to read this... here are a few fun facts for you:
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I have never screwed you over. I owe you nothing. And since obviously your 'word', your 'promises' mean jack shit to me now, i dont know how i'll ever be able to trust you again. If of course, you even care.
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Like i said, i have alot of thinking to do.
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its fucking monday. i wanted to cry when i had to wake up, porbably because i didnt sleep well/its monday/i have a spanish final in the morning. but i didnt. i got up and got ready earlier than other days. i was down at the door when the bus drove by. i wanted to cry. instead i asked my dad if he had time to drive me. he gave me an earful, then i told my mom i missed it, and she responded with "well im then im real sorry you had final today...a big partt of me wants to not drive you and let you fail your final" i wante to cry after that and that. then my dad comes and gives me another earful, and then tellms me im not going anywhere this weekend. of course, i cried after that. now i wonder if im getting to school today.
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[09 Jun 2006|06:08pm] |
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...but at least with 'em you dont get bored. Currently i'm loving those close to me and wainting for my dad to get home so i can leave. Whoaaa hes home. peace out
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[05 Jun 2006|10:34pm] |
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snow flakes / red rivers
thick forests but waterfalls
ants yes purpose no
the mirror ______ asshole
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wasting fuel
the mose sensible jibberish
IVE ever seen
its not a poem and it doesnt rhyme
so dont read it like i tried
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[01 Jun 2006|07:08pm] |
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sittin at home all alone listening to goo music and having a great pointless time. Tomorrow is friday and its completely necessary. dont know exactly what ill be doing this weekend but something will come about. its thunderstorming. the weather is gorgeous and so is my mood. oh yeah, and donnell's speeches are off! woohoooooooo
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| bloody hell |
[27 May 2006|07:03pm] |
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Saves the Day |
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One slip and down the hole we fall. Isnt it obvious?
Iv'e got bitch im looking to kill.
Its almost time that time is running out. I think even in the last week ive gotten much more independent. Oh such a great and horrible thing..
Have a bit of homework this fine long weekend. I get to research ___________ (insert german word) for a report. My heart sunk into my stomach when donnell told us its an oral presentation. Shouldnt be a big deal but it is. Not thinking about it is one of my favorite things to do.
let me just say donnell is a bitch.
szulwach is a bitch for no reason
glinka needs to take a chill pill
and why isnt it summer yet?
i got on here having so much to say, now im just wondering why
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[22 May 2006|09:55pm] |
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hi. bobble zebra says hi too. my hair is wet and school work is stressful. i went to six flags this weekend and hung out with jyl the whole time. i had fun. got a lot of stuff. including a cold from her (jerk) but right now the only effect is that me ears are popped. i've been wriitng alot lately.
drawing more. i think i may be slowly finding my way around this massive wall, but i'll just have to see.
i can't wait for the weekend.
hope things work out nicely.
...goodnight
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[14 May 2006|11:56am] |
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i'm the only screw up in this goddamned family
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