You were arrested for prostitution??

log_hop @ 2009-04-02T18:06:00

2009-04-02T22:07:55Z

Don't answer the fucking phone if you're going to give me the smallest lis of information you can and have a complete dickhead attitude

log_hop @ 2008-07-21T23:25:00

2008-07-22T03:27:12Z

packing for orientation tonight....back late thursday. uh oh!!!

tweet

log_hop @ 2007-03-26T21:16:00

2007-03-27T01:15:31Z

la ddee daa i think im going to paint this once-champagne cork to look like a mushroom.
It reminds me of Nintendo's Toad. WhooaoooOAOAOaa! :)

Spring Break, where art thou?

log_hop @ 2007-03-09T23:08:00

2007-03-10T04:07:37Z

I need new songs/ old songs/ good songs/ bands to download. Or send me them, i'd love that. My music library is driving me crazy. Help me!!

log_hop @ 2006-10-12T15:56:00

2006-10-12T20:02:38Z

bobo

log_hop @ 2006-08-05T16:22:00

2006-08-03T20:38:35Z

friends only from now on.

log_hop @ 2006-07-12T17:13:00

2006-07-12T22:59:17Z

daze. for days. daisys look hazy shit this is crazy i could grow up but im just too lazy. i make these words up and pretend to look like im some deep souled captor of energy but really its just my skin being the onlything from keeping me together. i cant find my marbles and my screws are loose. i lost the cars to the key....so now im stuck in wackville for an insane amount of time

log_hop @ 2006-07-07T14:15:00

2006-07-07T18:16:43Z

TRISH GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOLE

fuck

2006-07-03T22:46:11Z

cant take the heat then get out of the kitchen

i need canvas and a bucket of blood

i give up

Brad.

2006-06-30T17:47:30Z

I enjoy his company. This all happened alot faster than i thought it would. I went to the mall with him his sister Mariah and her friend. I like his sister...she's a sweetheart. They've got a cute relationship. He got me a book at boarders. After the mall, I met his mom. Nice lady. I felt comfortable with them. Then we hung out at Justins for the rest of the day. It was ...interesting lol. He's growing on me :).

For two sweethearts:

2006-06-26T03:50:56Z

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

log_hop @ 2006-06-23T16:07:00

2006-06-23T20:24:05Z

Things stand still today. Im feeling the music more like i used to. School is over, summer begins. Lately ive been going against my instinct. Sometimes it screws me over...like it did yesterday, not so often though. Im glad ive finally been surrounded with people. I am new again.

log_hop @ 2006-06-16T18:39:00

2006-06-16T23:11:08Z

Wednesday night happenings were rather unexpected. They left me drained and brought a harsh reality slap accross my face, and im afraid it left an imprint. Here i was putting all my effort into this one cause, (not the first time either) and in return i get nothing but petty excuses and a sad feeling of where i stand in her life. And thats right where everyone else she knows stands. Now i have alot to think about. Iv'e never questioned my motives to help her out in hard times, but now i sit here finding myself wonder why. I feel like im being walked all over. I finally told her some of these things on wednesday but of course she disreguarded them as unimportant. A best friend should consider the other. Im always being told by her in tough situations "put yourself in my place". Well for once i wish she would do the same. I'm afraid she doesn't know how much damage she has / is capable of causing to me. Wednesday i was so enraged and upset i went blind , today i just feel like its left a very deep hole inside of me.
.
So to this old friend of mine, if you ever happen to read this... here are a few fun facts for you:
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I have never screwed you over. I owe you nothing. And since obviously your 'word', your 'promises' mean jack shit to me now, i dont know how i'll ever be able to trust you again. If of course, you even care.
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Like i said, i have alot of thinking to do.

log_hop @ 2006-06-12T07:12:00

2006-06-12T11:18:17Z

its fucking monday. i wanted to cry when i had to wake up, porbably because i didnt sleep well/its monday/i have a spanish final in the morning. but i didnt. i got up and got ready earlier than other days. i was down at the door when the bus drove by. i wanted to cry. instead i asked my dad if he had time to drive me. he gave me an earful, then i told my mom i missed it, and she responded with "well im then im real sorry you had final today...a big partt of me wants to not drive you and let you fail your final" i wante to cry after that and that. then my dad comes and gives me another earful, and then tellms me im not going anywhere this weekend. of course, i cried after that. now i wonder if im getting to school today.

Mood Swings

2006-06-09T22:09:56Z

...but at least with 'em you dont get bored. Currently i'm loving those close to me and wainting for my dad to get home so i can leave. Whoaaa hes home. peace out

log_hop @ 2006-06-05T22:34:00

2006-06-06T02:59:41Z

snow flakes / red rivers
thick forests but waterfalls
ants yes purpose no
the mirror ______ asshole
sort
wasting fuel
the mose sensible jibberish
IVE ever seen

its not a poem and it doesnt rhyme
so dont read it like i tried

log_hop @ 2006-06-01T19:08:00

2006-06-01T23:21:42Z

sittin at home all alone listening to goo music and having a great pointless time. Tomorrow is friday and its completely necessary. dont know exactly what ill be doing this weekend but something will come about. its thunderstorming. the weather is gorgeous and so is my mood. oh yeah, and donnell's speeches are off! woohoooooooo

bloody hell

2006-05-27T23:37:09Z

One slip and down the hole we fall. Isnt it obvious?

Iv'e got bitch im looking to kill.

Its almost time that time is running out. I think even in the last week ive gotten much more independent. Oh such a great and horrible thing..

Have a bit of homework this fine long weekend. I get to research ___________ (insert german word) for a report. My heart sunk into my stomach when donnell told us its an oral presentation. Shouldnt be a big deal but it is. Not thinking about it is one of my favorite things to do.

let me just say donnell is a bitch.
szulwach is a bitch for no reason
glinka needs to take a chill pill
and why isnt it summer yet?

i got on here having so much to say, now im just wondering why

neato

2006-05-23T02:08:34Z

hi. bobble zebra says hi too. my hair is wet and school work is stressful. i went to six flags this weekend and hung out with jyl the whole time. i had fun. got a lot of stuff. including a cold from her (jerk) but right now the only effect is that me ears are popped. i've been wriitng alot lately.
drawing more. i think i may be slowly finding my way around this massive wall, but i'll just have to see.

i can't wait for the weekend.
hope things work out nicely.
...goodnight

log_hop @ 2006-05-14T11:56:00

2006-05-14T15:58:16Z

i'm the only screw up in this goddamned family

log_hop @ 2006-05-06T00:31:00

2006-05-06T04:31:04Z

fuck you

log_hop @ 2006-05-01T22:05:00

2006-05-02T02:08:46Z

heartache

log_hop @ 2006-04-29T12:29:00

2006-04-29T16:36:07Z

Its so frustrating to have no control over a situation. Theres nothing i can say or do to change it. It bothers me alot. It bothers us both alot. To the point where, under the right conditions, i think im gonna be sick. I'm too sensitive.

log_hop @ 2006-04-27T22:30:00

2006-04-28T02:33:09Z

Why?

log_hop @ 2006-04-26T23:09:00

2006-04-27T03:22:19Z

I fucking hate the opposite sex. recently every problem within the lives of the people around me has to do with THEM. If i were a guy, i'd be saying the same thing about girls. girls are fucking 4923874x worse than guys but in a totally different way. Goddamnit. No, i hate myself. im pretty sure im the problem here. its so frustrating, i cannot begin to explain. seriously, everyhting is just so complicated. My own mind is out to get me. I was having an amazingly great evening. i was in the shower and i thought: wow, trish. why the fantastic mood? and then i thought about how every time that happens i hit a major mood swing. no kidding. im ecstatic, im infuriated 5 minutes later. im energetic, im dull. im living, im dead. so i get out of the shower to come to my computer, and GUYS happen. and there we go, i sunk to the bottom of the sea. i should write a book of how to hit rock bottom in 30 seconds or less. Wait, no i shouldnt BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHY IT HAPPENS. I JUST DOES. im sure i have an idea...

so heres my advice to him, him, her, him, her, them, everyone else, and especially myself :

GROW THE FUCK UP
&
SHUT THE FUCK UP